BLOGGER IS ONLY AFFECTING ME... WHY?!?!


ANYWAYS


hello...
its hungry ghost festival...
honestly speaking...
i will be lying if i told you that i am not afraid...
BUT I WILL OVERCOME MY FEAR...
pray pray pray...
believe.
and just keep smiling....
and PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE...
dont tell me anything scary....
please...


ok.
moving on.


i am very not looking forward tomorrow...
in fact...
its not just me...
JILL AND TIFF is also NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW...
For me, its because tomorrow there is history...
and i cant remember if ms wong said if she would give the paper out tomorrow...
i already so called got mental preparation....
I know...
what's done cannot be undone...
and it will come back sooner or later...
perhaps it just me..
perhaps i just can't accept the truth...
that I AM A TOTAL FAILURE...
i dunno...
but one thing's for sure...
i will keep on moving...
moving forward...
towards a brighter tomorrow....
JUST KEEP SMILING!
As for tiff and jill...
its because of training...
which i have no idea what is there not to be looking forward to...
i thnik its just tiring...
and as for charlene....
she has totally nothing to be not looking forward to...
EXCEPT FOR...
A HUGE BIG MONSTER RIPPING HER...
oh and dont worry...
its just 3 marks that you will lose...
if i were you that lose that 3 marks just for nothing...
i will also definitely be very sad...
but if you're feeling down cause of that...
thinking abt my marks that are gonna be deducted...
or even better...
THINK ABT ME!!!
YOU WILL INSTANTLY FELL MOTIVATED...
this therapy of looking at ashleigh toh/ashleigh toh's mark will instantly motivate one.
TRUST ME...
soo ego....
(:


oh oh oh...
and i need to 感谢 Von Dutch Charlene Calamari NBA-ian...
just read the following...
(p.s. tiff and charlene, you're can be motivational speakers/physchologist next time. I will be your first supporter/patient)




10:06pmAshleigh
did ms wong say that history paper will be given out tomorrow?

10:08pmCharlene
er. no

but she just said it wouldn't be given out then

shld be tmr ba

if she doesn't i'm gonna smack her funky ass face

10:08pmAshleigh
NO!

shit shit shit

Dont smack her

10:09pmCharlene
hahas.

aiya ash.

whats done can't be undone.

its just a matter of whether it comes now. or not

10:09pmAshleigh
but i dont want it to ever come

i tell you.....

if you were in my postion....

you wont be thinking so positively

TRUST ME...

ITS NOT AS SIMPLE AS IT SEEMS

10:10pmCharlene
i know. but i just here to try and help u think positively

is it so? or is it that u're making things more complicated than it really is

the mind is a very hard thing to understand

but ya. dun be put down just because of a single set back

the harder your fall

the stronger you become

10:11pmAshleigh
i know i know i know

but.......

what if the same thing happens for EOYS..

its very very tiring......

to keep trying and keep failing

10:14pmCharlene
thats only if ash.

have faith.

God has magnificent plans for us

and he will never let you fall and fall.

fate sometimes is in ur hands.

its v tiring

and u may really want to give up everything

but sometimes there must be that drive within u

to push u forward

push yourself

and reactivate that drive

10:16pmAshleigh
i have already reactivated...

just worried that history will repeat itself

10:16pmCharlene
it wont. i'm sure

10:16pmAshleigh
ha.

easy for you to say

10:16pmCharlene
dun put too much pressuure on urse

urself*

ash. HAVE CONFIDENCE.

you CAN and you WILL




*clapas and applause...


seriously,
if u cant find a job next time
just go be those speakers....
it will work out real well...


BUT A HUGE BIG THANKS TO Von Dutch Charlene Calamari NBA-ian...
I DUNNO IF YOUR SPEECH WILL HELP...
BUT I THINK IT HAS A LITTLE EFFECT....


(I JUST REALISED THAT I HAVE BEEN THANKING A LOT OF PEOPLE)

WHY?

CAUSE YOU MUST TREASURE PEOPLE AROUND YOU.....
SORRY...
I THNK THERE IS NO LINK...
BUT NEVER MIND...


*hopping round the toilet(total random shit)


so.....
moving on again...
(p.s. this post has totally no sense cause i just type whatever come to my mind)
MOUSEHUNT...
saving up again...
but today i got 2 times the king ask me question...
i answer'
then got
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
lah lah lah


OK.
this post will be my last/2nd last emo post abt exams...
and when all papers are back...
I WILL BE FINE NOT ONLY OUTSIDE
BUT ON THE INSIDE TOO...
by the way...
being emo is tiring too...
thats why this will come to an end soon.
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:


I NEED A SERIOUSLY GOOD LAUGH IN SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!!!!


Mousehunting,
Ash