HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY(:
AHHAHA(: EVERYONE(: HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY(:

BYE

cos the spaces in between my fingers...
HELLO(: actually i'm kinda bored tt's why i'm doing this.... soooo... let's seee... someone's burping like mad next to me.... smeellss like peanuts according to herr.... then what else... ermmm OH IVP.... yea the poster finally done. QUITE AN AMZING LOOOONNG JOURNEY FOR A SMALL TINY COMBBBB..... who would have expected this to happen... and to gramps. can you pls stop making that sound....thanks(: ahhahaha(: okay. STOP(: yea kay(: erm....... erm erm erm erm there's this jollibean thing staring at meeee... howw..... asking me to eatt it.... k wait. lemme think. i wanted to say something....
IVP SO FUNNNN(: nope.... tts not it
OH YEA I RMB..... hahaha(: cos just now gramps and i were too bored.... so we decided to crap some facebook crap. AND AHHA(: RJ IF YOU EVA SEEE THIS.... I'M SORRRYYY. but its not entirely my fault(: now we're even cos of raffles tt time thing(: hmph(: in yrrrr face i guess(: hahaha(:
okayyyy...... mooooo moooooo mooooo
yawn yawn yawnnnnnn
sigh siggh sighhh
bye bye bye(:


AND YEAAA ITS PRETTY FUN TO LOOK AT THE PHOTOS OVER THERE(:



and to tiff. gramps. and tiff. eh wait. yea myself(:


WE FINNALY DID IT..

IVPPPPPPPPP IN YRRR FACE(:



yeaa babe
going nuts.
byeeeee(:


BYEEE(:
really byee(:


peace.
ashleigh(:




~are right where yours fit perfectly(:

my wish for you(:

"This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to top it all up, sunsets to warm your hear, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendship to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth and love
to complete your life."

tts is one long wish(: MY WISH FOR EVERYONE(:

cute(:

bye(:
me is going out for dinner(:
tatas(:



peace(:
ashleigh(:

lets toast to the night~
"her whisper is the lucifer"~~~


haha(: random stuff(: anwww. soo. wat happened today.... nothing much leh. other than the fact that we had cip and someone made a new boyfren... which brings me to something else. i think i take things for granted...): not good. not good at all. and i think i'm vvvvv fortunate(: so typical auntie stuff rite><>


what does happy mean?
haha or rather what does happiness mean?
actually to me, i think happiness is something hard for me to define.
but in simple words..
its something like me laughing the entire day in sch with lots of lame stuff...
(like writing letters to myself)
haha(:


OHHHHHH(: SOMETHNG HAPPENED TO IT! I SUDDENLY THOUGHT ABOUT IT!!!!
oh yeaa babe(: okay fine... since its a personal issue... i wont say much... but rmb what happened on the day of marina barrage??? well... it kinda happened again...but tis time it wasnt tt bad(: YOU KNOW I KINDA KNEW IT WAS GONNA HAPPEN TO YOU><>

i'm just wondering again, is the path we're taking now destined?


saranghaeyo(:
ASH(:

aim and shoot. literally(:
hello(: haha(: you should be reading this... to tan zi rou.... its becos you suddenly remind this tts why i blogging abt this. but in any case...


I MISS YOU LIKEE A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT you know.....


rmb how we used to keep going to train on sunday mornings to sunday evenings... like 9am to 6pm...
rmb how we used to just stay one entire day like tt in schh...
rmb how we used to just run arnd the sch, thinking it was very fun....
rmb how we made such a great team if 3(:
rmb how we always wanted to BE THE BEST. ( rmb tt girl tt we hate???)
rmb how we were so tiny yet pro(:?
rmb how we used to train and the temporary site?
rmb how we went into the cabins to sing those crazy songs?
rmb tt mrt station tt we used to hang out at for breaks?
rmb how we had our lunches and breakfast in sch every sunday?
rmb how you used to play tt car game on my motorolla phone?
rmb faid?
rmb coach george?
rmb coach jaffar?
rmb how we used to go home every sunday with our arms having blue blacks....
rmb....?


not tt i think abt it rite. there's actually a lot to think abt you know... like too many memories alrd larh. all the comps were so awesome. maybe other than the first few time... but other than that.... mannnn was it good(:


i totally miss you larh.... I RMB MY BOW GOT PATRICK ON IT AND GOT THIS SHEET OF PAPER THAT SAYS WHAT HEIGHT MY SIGHT SHOULD BE AT!!!


rmb sight???


i like that tiny little aiming device....

ai yarh zi rou... i miss those days): i think me and you totally make a super great team larh with hannan tt tiny gal(: we totally pwned ppl back then.


so to sum things up. here are just 3 pics okay(:

i purposely chose this cos you look damn funny(:
rmb everyone???
this one is like toally the bestest thing eva(:


ai yarh tan zi rou....
what can i say):
i miss you loads(:
hahaha(:
and i still love you like i always do(:
haha i really do(:



love ya loads,
Ash(:

turn your fears into wonders~
hey(:


i know its over. but since i got nothing to blog abt. i shall blog abt this then. haha. the thing is even though im not the one taking the exam, and even though i may not understand the stress you;re going through taking it, but i can tell you hahahhahaha, it definitely hard to be taking this high grade exam. its freaking hard i tell you. not even joking. if not i wouldn't have died halfway man> <>


i'm not even trying to comfort you or something. becos this IS the truth. the fact is. you definitely CAN pass it. not a very high mark i would say. but a pass. at least at least a pass. yea i'll be scared if i were you too. but haha. can one(: 6 holy sausages will hope you(: 100/150. CANNN ONE(: have a little faith in yr self(:

turn your fears into wonders~




cos i believe you can pass this(:
but you have believe too~~~



digesting my dinner (fish was too salty.ewww)
ashleigh(:


p.s. this photo vvvv nice rite?(: suits everything(:

pork and dog meat
a wise young lady once told me "WISDOM IS POTENTIAL POWER!"
i was so inspired by someone's words ystd(:
it made meunderstand and comprehend
THANK YOU SO MUCH(:
you make me the person i am today(:
I OWE IT ALL TO YOU
YOU ARE THE ONE
THE ONE THAT MAKES ME LIVE
yea babe. its youuuu(:
and i just want to say
i'll never forget you
not in the past
not now
and not to come(:
I LOVE YOUUUU
(as my dinner)
mannnnnnn


bwahahhaha



moving on to the next one...


TO YOU MY DEAR(: i think yuo caught the wrong person. i think you need to grow more eyes. grow more ears please. seriously. like wth is wrong with you. you're like seriously getting way way way up on my nerves. DONT YOU KNOW THAT THE PROBLEM LIES WITHIN YOU. fine it lies within me too. BUT WHO IS THE CAUSE!!!!
IT IS YOU! YES NOT HER NOT HIM BUT YOU! yea great fantastic(: you are one eviiiil evviiiil person i tell you. coming up with nonsense is like your greatest quality... AND STOP STOP STOP I REPEAT STOP TRYING TO SUCK UP TO MEEE MAN. like only suck up when you need people. like wth. pls stop this freakin shit... like can u stop being so bias. pls larh. open your eyes bigger. there's a bigger world out there. so just stop this pls... stop it... have fun being who you are i guess. cos at the end of the day, the one that is losing out.... is YOU.



pissed.
ashleigh(:



p.s. haha gladys(: i know you're staring at this now(: you can use the computer now (: have funnnn using the computer that has been touched by such an awesome awesom awesome person(:BWAHAHAHAHAH(: k i'm going nutssss....



BYEEEEEEEE

tomorrow will be a better day

i seriously no time to talk about what sow mean. but its anything but something good. the more i think about it the pissier i am. so i'm going to sleep.... why stomach feels painfully bloated but i didn't eat dinner tonite... how am i going to sleep. someone save me...

tomorrow will be a better day... HA NO):


what to do what to do what to do.
SLEEP(:



gdnite everyone(:
my plane's here(:


haha. yea cooties(: as of now....i dun wanna grow up can...?



saranghaeee(:
ashleigh(:


so here i am still holding on
hello(:


before hand i alrd said tt i'll dedicate this to you(: so i shall(: cos i'm feeling random now... and a lil bored. so i shall do this(: and cos i just went to see yr blog(: and i saw my name. so i shall write this(:


hello tofu(: you know what's the best thing abt having tofu as a friend? its that it has that little taste of its own but it takes on the flavour of the food it touches(: just like how you have that special ability to bear with my nonsense and to be able to laugh with me(: over wat? over tofu and jelly... erm gorilla and apes i guess...(: HAHHA(: tofu tofu tofu.... bwahhaha(: I REALLY HATE TOFU YOU KNOW but i guess you're an exception(:


aww(: dont you feel so touched(: HAAHAHA I;M JSUT BEING RANDOM(: but i mean it(: bwahahha(:





this looks disgusting btw(: but its tofu and jelly (: HAHHAHAH(:




jiggling away.
ashleigh(:

do you think time would pass me by
i gotta leave for tuition in 10 min. so 1 quick post before i leave.
I CANCELLED TUITION(: HOOOORY(:
i'll just die if there was 4 h for chi tuition....
im freaking pissed today
i dunno whether to be pissed. to be scared. to be laughing. or to just keep quiet.
someone save me.....


i love kway teow man(:

AND...
I'LL BE COMING BACK TO TALK ABT SOW....



KAY I GTG

PEACE

this ain't a fairy tale.
i know i'm not in the right state to be typing this. my stomach keep making noise... but i just suddenly thought abt this. so..


hello world. i'm back again. for some reason. i feel very heavy hearted suddenly. you know this week has been a really really slack week. and this coming week right, who was it that told me... YES. ITS LIKE JUDGEMENT DAY. someone told me it's what... cant rmb larh.


erm i'm not exactly kidding rite now. i'm starting to feel really really nervous. nxt week blocks are coming back. you know how they always say "die alrd this time. die die die" you know how those scenarios are "fake"... like as in you kinda know theres hope. but i know this time, there's totally no hope alrd...


rmb how swollen my eyes were on the day we got back our math paper... yes. it's prolly one of the worst worst worst times i have eva cried... i;m not trying to rake up the past or anything. but its just tt i know this time. the past is gonna repeat itself again. its not just my gut saying this. i myself alrd know that it's gonna happen. how do i say this... as in i already know that there's no light at the end of this tunnel? something like tt. i really really am very scared. i seriously know this time its the end for me. what am i to do...


when tt day comes... i swear i'm just gonna die. so i'm not even gonna try to hide. very very very scared now....

i feel all jiggly inside.. what to do...


ai yarh. i'm gonna bonk first. I THINK SLEEP IS A GOOD WAY TO AVOID TROUBLE... but its not a permanent solution... lalaland... here i come....


I'M GONNA TRY TO SLEEP BY 12..20(:
till then, i'm gonna roll in by bed and stop thinking abt this... sian-.-



peace.
ash


p.s. FROM NOWONWARDS. I'LL TRY TO END OF WITH A PIC(:

but you give me one good reason...
i know this is a bit late. haha but i;m here so to revive my blog.


FUNFAIR. I THOT ITS GONNA BE LAME): BUT IT WASN'T. seriously. it tink it was quite fun larh. to everyone out htere. STOP TRYIN TO ACT COOL. ITS REALLY QUITE FUN RITE! shift 2 was the boomest thing evaaaa! i thot shifts were gonna be bad. but it wasm't tt bad. it's jsut very very very funehhh. esp with tiff charlene and bev. not forgetting celia dancing... mann. 202 is just saw freaking awesomeee... what am i to doo without themmm... sadd.... 3 more months left b4 we all bye bye... HOWWW!!!! anww... back to funfair... so yeah(: it was freaking fun larh(: as in funehh. sitring chocolate was tiring. boiling chocolate was impossible. charlene got scared of chocolate boiling. bev kept ruining the lightinng on her faace. speaking of which. melissa bev and i went to paint our faceee. IT WAS SO FREAKING COOL... AS IN SERIOUSLY LARH(: I ALMOST DIDN'T WANNA WASH OFF MY FACE. AND TO BEV... IT DOESN'T HELP IN ACNE!!!!!! wth ><> omg larh... oh oh oh so what did we sell. chocie marhmallowies and booble tea.. yeah. 2000 dollars was impossible to hit if you ask me... but ppl have aspiration(: BWAHAHAH(: but still who cares(: IT WAS STILL FREAKING FUN(: ermmm stirring chocolate was tiring... tiff was best was musshing chocolate... i kinda just fooled around with everything... fooling arnd with what.... erm i say hey and you say ho stuff.... damn funny oso(: BWAHAHAA(: 1 FOR 2 2 FOR 3 3 FOR 4 4 FOR 5 5 FOR A KISS 6 FOR A DATE(: MANNN IT WAS FREAKING FUNNY!!! OH and we found this i padd tikcet thing... and 2 umbers opened.... bev and i were nuts larhhh!!! BUT IT WAS FREAKING FUNEHHH. I ALMOST LUAGHED TILL I PEED MY PANTS): what else what else what else.... oh oh oh oh oh hair spray rite... BWHAHAH THAT WAS FUNNEH TOOO (: I TINK EVERYONE LOOKED DAMN COOL THAT DAY(: WBAHAHHA(: sooo erm erm erm ... AI YARHHH IT WAS JUST DAMNN FUNNY THAT DAY LARHHH!!!! but tt nite when i went home. i just died. slept after i bathed till the next morning i woke up at 11.45am... BWAHAHHA.

DID I MENTION I SHAMPOOED MY HAIR THRICE???


i think funfair will be one of the bestest memories evaa honestly(:


I LOVE NANYANG(:
I LOVE EVERYONE(:
I LOVE 202(:


202 ftwww mannn(:


FUNFAIR..... awesome awesome awesome.

yeaaa. something amazing(:


peace off...
ash(:

cross country
i'll wobble my way to the finishin line(:


tofu and jelly(:



ash

cross country
i'll wobble my way to the finishin line(: