haha(:
I want to linger
a little longer.
A little longer with you.


It's such a perfect night.
It doesn't seem quite right.
That this should be
My last with you.


Come next June
It will all be too soon
For camping days
And friendships
will all be to the moon


And as the years go by,
I'll think of you and sigh.
It's not good-bye
Cos It's just goodnight.

i dont know if i made the right choice
sian. really very sian. i think things are happening way too fast. way way way too fast. its like now its already april and in another few more months we'll be gone.



like literally. like 102 to 202, gone. so sad larh. diff classes and stuff. its like i can still remember exactly what happen last year. like every single event. every single thing and now.its already april?!?!?! dont your think so?


maybe it just me right, but i think this year is passing even faster than last year. and this year right, i am definitely treasuring the people and the things around me much more than i did last year. maybe its becos of tt right, tts why this year seems to past faster.


like right now, i really want time to just stop. and i'll take a gallery walk back in time. if time could stop, i would make my way back to every single moment of my life, and really take time to think about tha past man.you're right gramps, you neeed a video cam to record everything down in yr life. so do i.



as in there are too many things to be stored in the tiny little space in my mind. TOO MANY. like come to think abt it, life has really been really awesome(: of course there are setbacks and stuff, but if there weren't it wouldnt be called life right? like just sit down and think.....



i rmb last year sitting with tiff. i remember last yr i totally didnt know there was a charlene in our class. i rmb last year home econs was insanely fun. i remember those times we were cam whoring. i remember those times we were fooling arnd. those times we were talking a hell lot. those times we were laughing. those times where we were so serious. those tiimes where we were lying. those times were we were just plain emoing. those times were tiff would be calling out for her idol. the time were gramps got cherried before marina barage. the time were we were gramps doctors. the times where we would wander around aimlessly. all these times.... times were we were awesome(: the list never ends.



currently, school life is still awesome. not because of the lessons and stuff. but because every day you go to school right and you see your awesome friends right. tts like whoa...their like there for you all the time. talk to you all day long. they smile. you also smile. they frown. you'll feel like frowning. they go nuts, i tell you, you'll go nuts literally... so its like.... yar lor. i will never trade the current life i'm having for anything else. never. belle, u asked me before "how's life?" haha. tts a very good question. i cant give you a direct ans but of you ask me how's life is. i would prolly say that i dont know how life is like for you, but life for me now is...... just the way i want it to be. and i dont want it to ever end. ever....




as i said, time...... actually this post was to say abt soemthing which just happened. but then while i wanted to type this, to many stuff came to my mind. anwi received a call saying that its gonna be next week. yes, they told me its next week. its not that i cant make it for i dont wanna go for it. but then i dont know why right, like after the phone call, like suddenly a lot of stuff came poofing in my head. like omg its nxt week. it really is. i dont know how to say it larh. it wasnt just like "omg, shit" it was more than tt. urgh. how do i put it-.- maybe its just be overreactin again. but for some reason or so, i cant seem to stop thinking about it. its really hard for me to reallly like i dunno... understand? i dont know larh. its like i dont even know what i'm doing right now. like what is the reason to this. sometimes, i think about right, and i wonder to myself if i made the right choice.... you know people always say follow your heart... I AM-.- but why do i have this awkward wierd feeling trailing behind me-.- i can feel myself boomzing soon. but its too late to turn back-.- mayeb i', afraid that i'll fail in the midst. like yar........ GOSH. i really need to sort out my thots..... i cant blog everything out larh-.- its too hard for me to explain. URGH!!!!!!! MY MIND IS TOO FULL......... some things are better left unspoken. some things are better kept to oneself. i really want ot rant this out man............ but i dont know how........ i really dont...


i think i'm caught up in my own tiny little world now-.0 the tension's jsut building up.... i really am very worried. really very scared. confused. EMPTY....


sorry to have your read this long emo post.


i really have no idea how this story will end... perhaps not as a fairytale.... perhaps not.




ashleigh....

HELLO.
my blog is officially dead man
so i am now here to revive it
yea so lsc was awesome
IT REALLY WAS(:
i think the best part was the cam whoring man
that was just insanity.....
trust me... you would have wished to be there
its quite funny how in pri sch you would like run away from the camera right
and now its like
who cares larh
like take photo then take photo lorh
as in it also depends like
if you're cam whoring if the wrong people
its just wrong
but if you're camwhoring with awesome people
then its a whole other story
RIGHT OR NOT GIRLS(: