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moments last seconds. memories last forever...
HEY(: wait. how old am i again? well that you should know....I sit next to this reeely reely curly old person everyday. I've figured that I already lost my sanity a long time ago.. DID I MENTION I GET AMUSED BY THE LITTLEST THINGS(: And so, blah blah blah. you should know me better if you're my friend(: Love You / 사랑해 / 我爱你 / Saranghae |
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DISAPPOINTMENT
you know what? Its been a long long wait for this day. I have been dreading and dreading. Deading that this day will never come. Thinking and thinking every night... But i already knew that it would come sooner or later. But it seems that i just cant accept the fact. I seriously seriously mugged and mugged and mugged really hard for physics as in seriously...no joke... I already given it my all... given it my best shot... But why did things still turn out this why? Why? People always say that" As long as you have given it your all, you won't regret it" Have i really given it my all? Is this the best that i can do? I really really don't think so. The only thing that is seiously seriously bothering me is the fact that i have put in so much effort and yet, things still turn out this way. When the paper were given out, and the top few people's names were announced, i seriously did feel happy for them, but yet, at the same time, i was sitting at the corner wondering " How bout me?" When i received my paper, i didnt even dare look at it... until after a while i flipped the paper... and there its was.... the dreadful numbers there. staring at me. Honestly i didn't really think about anything. My mind was completely blank. Until things were about to end. When i laid on the table. Then, i started thinkin again. The more i thought abt it, the worst things got. I was literally on the verge of crying... but then i just couldn't bring myself to do it in front of my friends. I dunno if i will break the news out tonight. I think i probably will. But i think i'm also gonna just every everything out. I think i will feel much much better. A lot of people say that just mug harder for EOYs, this is just a tiny exam, but seriously... i bet if you were in my shoes, you wouldn't be thinking that way. Trust me. But anyways, thanks to the people who were there to comfort me, to listen to me complain and to lift me u. Sorry if i dao you. But thanks for being there for meAnd to jill, if you are reading this now, don't worry, we are both in the same boat....sinking. but trust me, keeping things to yourself is not a solution. We will go through this together. OK. I dunno what to say... just pure DISAPPOINTMENT... I don't know if i can take another blow. Tomorrow wil be my doom's day once again. I need to brace myself for tomorrow. and no.... tomorrow's paper are not those that i have hope in. I need miracles. MIRACLES. i think another blow will just wipe me out clean... DISAPPOINTMENT.seriously getting very tired of this.seriously. Just praying for miracles... IT seems like its my only hope left..... I will be back. saluting off, ash |