GETTIN HYPER....
hello amigos.....
for the past 1 week..
lots of things have happened.
you will never be able to imgaine what we people have gone through...
I am so gonna brag a lot....
cause i seriously got a lot of things to get off my chest.....

TUESDAY:
we had our history and chinese paper...
chinese paper was ok.
but as for history paper...
it was a total crap....
i am gonna get L1 for my essay...
honestly speaking...
as i type abt it....
i am feeling depressed...
its like after memorising so much facts and everything....
i still didnt get the mark...
i dont think you will get how i feel....
and i doubt you understand how tired i am...
i dunno....
maybe you do...
but i need to say a huge bug THANKS!...
to the ppl to have been standing by my side all these while....
supporting me and helping me get back on my feet....
i dunno if i can make it....
but i try my very best
to make a difference....
Sorry for emo-ing...
but i'm just not very stable now....
then after school,
roujing, tiff, charlene and i....
stayed back to have "remedial" for geog....
it was rather useless...
rather....
it was a waste of time...
then after that...
i had a choice to go home ....
or to stay back with charlene to mug for geog....
then i was so kind(:
stay back with her...
then i saw the 1/6 gal...
she was mugggin for geog...
while charlene and i were muggin for geog....
we needed help from her and she needed help from us...
so after muggin a while...
after takin free photocopied notes...
after photocopying the golden table of geog from charlene....(thanks)
I went home...
to MUG MUG MUG...
so all in all...
it was a muggish day...


Wednesday:
we had our LA,math and geog paper....
IT WAS TOTALLY
MENTALLY DRAINING!
la was just a matter of crapping....
when i stop writing for a while...
i turn around to see ppl chionging and writing like nobody's business...
thats what force me to just go on and crap whatever just comes to my mind...
so thanks to those who were chionging...
as for math paper...
i dont really wanna talk abt it....
but i have to mention something that made me slightly depresssed...
someone wrote down all the answers on the board....
i tried my very best not to look...
but since you wrote it down....
i had no other choice...
and it comparing answers made me realise the harsh reality of mistakes....
sad...
as for geog paper...
i minus 2 marks liao....
depressing...
theu ask for what area...
and yet i give the name of the centre...
stupid right?
another depreesing thing....
i seriously dont feel like saying this...
but it keeps bothering me...
just hoping that blogging works....
sian...
then at the end of today...
i stayed back to mug with charlene again....
mug for physics...
we play paper game....
super fun...
cause of that...
i owe charlene no more money...
woots!
lol!
we study until 5.30...
then take bus back home...
i just realised that you get off one stop before me....
and also from that day...
i learnt 1 important lesson....
961 is a smelly bus...
trust me...

Thursday:
so...
today...
there is physics paper and AMC...
physics is something that is demoralising me now...
i got all my things and my facts in my mind....
but i was just super careless...
when i abt to go for recess....
i heard ppl discussing answers...
discuss discuss discuss...
until i realise the differences...
it was horrible...
it was when tiff and i wanted to go down to eat...
then i realised my mistakes....
i tell you...
i alsmot cried...
ALMOST...
but lucky i didn't
but when i get back the paper...
i probably will....
and it will be the first time anyone has seen me cry in 102...
i seriously think i will....
i think...
sad......
as for amc...
it was long and boring...
zhang lao shi was doing all sorts of shit...
and i was staring at his shit...
ya ya ya...

THURSDAY:(still on the same day)
after the blocks...
i didn' feelas light as usual...
felt like normal...
i dunno...
maybe i was not in a gd state of mind or somthing...
so anyways...
TIFF JILL ROOUJING JOIE MELISSA AND I
went to bev's house to play bbal after that...
jill had to beg her mom to come...
so...
tiff jill and i (and bev's sis) were against...
Melissa, Roujing, joie and bev...
I MUST SAY WE MAKE A GREAT TEAM!
we even had our own "word"
not "shang" but "awesome"
It was like so crazy and teamish...
and so "wanna win" kind if thing...
i think we won and lost each a few times...
SUPER FUN!
We each have our own special moves...
sometimes we will do fake moves and all the other crap...
some we apply from watching basketballers play routine...
some we create on our own...
but it was effective...
Jill can do a zhuan shen....
i can do a fake...
and tiff can do mandy moore...
so overall...
it was really fun!
too bad charlene didnt come...
sad...
ONE OTHER THING WAS...
you know bev has a dog named BENJI?
crazy ass dog....
but super cute...
a few things happen with the dog....
firsty...
it ran out of the house
onto the road...
it was like when me and jill were playin on our own
when i turned and saw him...
that made tiff scared
and chased tiff...
tiff was screaming
it was super funny!
BTW,,, jill and i were like laughing the entire time
when tiff was learning how to roller blade...
laugh until we made her fall...
cause cannot support her weight while laughing(:
LOL!
Second thing(BIG ISSUE)
I GAVE MY FIRST KISS TO BENJI!
the dog just jumped up and kissed me!
EWWISH....
i will never forget it...
It was salty and gooey...
but definitely an experience i will not forget...
Kinda cool you know...
but you know...
its my first kiss...
MY FIRST KiSS TO A DOG!
WHAT A JOKE!
so overall we play play play and it was fun fun fun!

Friday:
National day celebration
just sing sing sing...
fool around and fool around...
then when end of day come...
it was time to wish the pianist good luck...
GRADE 7...
not easy...
hopefully it all went well...
GOOD LUCK!
Then after that...
i went to eat luch with my family...
we went to the suntec that KOSHIMBO...
JAPANESE FOOD!
DAMN AWESONE...
then...
i go home play bball again...
p.s. i was on the hunt for a new bball...
and i am so goonna kill bev...

Saturday:
Nothing much happen...
just slack slack slack...
until evening again...
i go play bball AGAIN...
trying to relieve tension....

SUNDAY: TODAY
National day...
oooooo...
I went sentosa today.....
rather fun lah...
got rides....
and got 4D movies kinda thing...
i 10 years never go liao....
change a lot lah....
then after that...
i went to eat dinner...
believe it or not...
i went to eat FROG PRODDIGE...
its ok lah...
even though it sounds disgusting....
but...
its nice...


SO THIS IS A LONG WEEK...
tomorrow will be monday...
so sad...
no school.'
not friends to talk or play with...
so sad...
I WANNA GO BEV'S HOUSE!
i will update photos soon....
i sorta feel better after blogging...
and if you manage to read finish this post...
you are seriously seriously patient...
thanks for bearing with this crap...
thank you...


Adios amigos...
Ash signing off....


trying to get back up