confused
wats sup yall.
erm.
if these few days you see me not acting right,
or perhaps not acting the way i'm usually act,
or maybe thinking of stuff ,
or maybe sudddenly shouting at you,
I'M SUPER SORRY
but there's just stuff i need to settle
ONCE AND FOR ALL
recently,
i've been thinking abt certain stuff quite seriously
like ever since the teacher sat and talked with us,
i think that was the trigger
the trigger to really wake me up
perhaps its the wrong decision
perhaps its just me
but somehow or rather,
i just dont feel the oomph for it'
where's the drive?
where's the fight?
in the past,
it s like so real
that sensation you get
its really undescribable
i really cant take it no more
i seriously cant
and thats why i decided to take my stand
to dare to dream
dream for a better tomorrow.
i dont know how to put it across
maybe in sometime to come
you guys may see me as some loser
but honestly right,
i dont care.
cause its my life
and currently,
i just dont feel the passion for it.
its just differnt
its that special somthing that's missing.
its not something that you can find easilyy
but i guess i pinned too high hopes
i guess i made the wrong decision
dont get me wrong
i really love it here
i really do
its really awesome
but i guess its just not up for me.
i'm super bothered by this issue
i really am
i want things to get settled quick
but i am very tired.
its hard all right
it's hard.
right now,
i'm just confused,
empty
mayeb i'm trying
trying to had.
maybe i've already torn apart from
but i need this off of my chest.
it doesn't make me ashlegh.
i guess here we go then....
i'll tell you when things are settled
i promise ....
promise...



DARE TO DREAM, DARE TO FLY, DARE TO BE THE HEIR,
THE CHOSEN ON TO TOUCH THE SKY........