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moments last seconds. memories last forever...
HEY(: wait. how old am i again? well that you should know....I sit next to this reeely reely curly old person everyday. I've figured that I already lost my sanity a long time ago.. DID I MENTION I GET AMUSED BY THE LITTLEST THINGS(: And so, blah blah blah. you should know me better if you're my friend(: Love You / 사랑해 / 我爱你 / Saranghae |
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all door closing...
i cant remember who.but someone told me that when one door closes, another door opens. you know. you're rite. when one door closes, another door DOES open. but sometimes, you just cant see the door that's open? The sad thing is that we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us. When one door closes another door opens wide, it's hard to believe all of the locked doors I've tried. And you can't pray for what you want or what you'd have instead. Cos you can only offer up your heart and ask that you be led Life's gonna take you,where you never thought you'd go and When you finally think you've got it down, well, It isn't so There are windows and doors, you're not finished with yet and it's not always getting what you want but its wanting what you get It's not gettin' easier, so I'm not going to pretend That I know this story from it's beginning to it's end and believe me when I tell you, believe me if you can If I could turn down the noise of my own will then I could hear the truth of my life in a clear voice I will bow down my head to the wisdom of my heart Cool my heels and hold on to the best parts sian. i think i'm contradicting myself. like yar duh i want the doors to be open. but now. there are too many doors open and their abt to close soon and i dont know which one to enter before it finally closes. i cant exactly put it too words larh. you know the question that you asked me today, left me speechless): i dunnno how to answer it. if i were to tell you it didnt mean anything to me, that would have been a total lie. but if i were to tell you that it means the whole world to me, man that would be a whole piece of crap. i cant put it to words what it means to me but that doesnt mean a good thing.to tell you that wow it means that entire thing to me and that i would like to do this and do that, you know those typical stuff? i would be lying straight out off my teeth. i just dont know why. and now that there's this other door opening before this door, i dont know whether i should go for it. the thing is what if i dont make it thru the current door i'm walking thru now. then there will be no more of such doors that will open again. but if i go for this door, i dont want to thru this same thing all over again. and what if i cant make it thru any of these doors at the end of the day... wouldnt i be the one hurting my self at the end? like will i be doing myself any good? you know. they always say that dont worry. its the process of going thru this door that matters, not whether you go thru this door or not. but seriously, when it comes to things like that, its no joke to bang into a wall at the end of the day after making pass all the rocks that you had to go thru jsut to reach where you are. i dont know larh. you know. it doesnt seem like its a very big issue. like i shouldnt be freaking out over this. like you may think that ai yarhhh, how stressful can it be and stuff? lol. you may choose not to belive this, but seriously, this is mind boggling and its a mental toll. having to go thru this twice in a row, tts jsut madness. man. i dont know how much longer i can take this. in school right, cos you jsut talk talk talk talk the entire day, so you can still remain in your happy hyper mode, but when you go home, then that;s a whole different story. SOMEONE TELL ME PLS... somebody out there. anybody out there. tell me what i should do. GIVE ME YOUR ADVICE. i really dont know what to do now. i'm seriously freaking confused. very very confused..... anybody.... S.O.S ashleigh): |