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i'm talking to myself now.i know its freaking late alrd. but for some reason i cant fall asleep . as in i really really really wanna sleep but my brain is like to active or something... another person is still doing hist assignment when its due in a few hours time. ai yarh damn sian can.... i have hopes. but juz now i tink tink tink until no hope liao. i dont think i'll be tt sad if it fails at the end, i prolly juz be freaking disppointed, but duh who wouldnt be. i think i;m just too anxious to know the results larh. for some reason or so right, everyone keeps telling me they'll be praying for meee(: and ahhahahah(: i;m not even joking rite. but its just tt when they say these kind of things, it kinda tickles your little heart. dunno larh. you know its just tt special feeling that you get when you know that somebody is praying for you(: so thank you so much(: ahhaa(: and random note. my knee is juz bad. even i myself is worried... as in it doesnt look bad but soemthing juz tells me its bad. oh its the same as wats gonna hppen tmrw, like i think something good will happen but when you think of the odds, it looks so "impossib;e" 1 out of every 4. 1 person from our class? i oso dunno what to say le. this post is quite crap. i'm just bored. trying to make myself sleep. i think there come a point in time where you cant do anythnig but pray and let fate decide right~~~ yea. i'm not at this stage. and tmrw, i shall know my fate.... yeaaa... we'll see everyone. we'll seee. i'm yawning a bit now. i'll go try and sleep.



see you soon.
ashlegi(: (my name is not in the t9 dictionary marh)