its time to move on~~~
hello since blogger has been spammed i shall just movee to tumblr~~~

gd bye world(:
hello tumblr(:
go and die blogger(:


ashleigh(:


the-tiny-clown.tumblr.com

i just cant bring myself to):
"True friendship isn't being inseparable, it's being separated and nothing changes"


so sweet rite...
but tell me honestly...
do you believe in this):


sigh... true friendship ISN'T being inseparable... but when you're separated... and only time will tell... but that friendship WILL change... that i can guarantee): can you imagine if in the future, we walk past each other, and all we do is just wave... or even worse, we just dao each other. i cant even bring myself to think abt it): awww man): nowadays i think back to the past, and i realised that i didn't seem to treasure those momments well enough): and now that time is passing so fast... there's nothing much we can do abt it can we): i'm like getting sadder the more i think about this): i seriously cant bear to part. i just cant):


yea.
you ARE amazing just the way you are(:


we'll let time tell... but i have this really bad feeling... i really do):


Ashleigh


a life full of laughter(:
You Know Somethings Wrong with me when I :
  1. My smile just doesn’t reach my eyes.
  2. Sit there starring at something for the longest time.
  3. Look up and continuously blink.
  4. Give a heavy sigh and shake my head.
  5. Only smile when something’s hilarious.
  6. Sit while Hugging my knees.
  7. Mindlessly Scribble
  8. Completely alone not even attempting to be with someone
  9. Rest my head on your shoulder


Now here are the reasons why:

  1. You can tell exactly how I’m feeling by just looking in my eyes. If my smile Doesn’t reach my eyes, I’m not genuinely happy.
  2. I’m thinking about what just happened.
  3. I’m trying to stop myself from crying about it.
  4. I’m mentally beating myself up for thinking about it, so I shake my head trying to forget it for the moment.
  5. I laugh at everything, if it’s hilarious and I don’t even laugh? Something is DEFINITELY wrong.
  6. I’m trying to keep myself together and not break down.
  7. I’m trying to focus on anything other then whats on my mind.
  8. I hate being alone. If I am, I’m hurting inside.
  9. I’m looking for comfort. Put your arm around me please, because in a few seconds, I’m about to give in and just cry.


ash(:

The minute you think of giving up, think why you held on so long(:
hi(:







seriously seriously. blogger sucks. TUMBLR RULES. its abt time i changed right... but i very she bu de leave this place): sighhh TUMBLR TOTALLY RULES(: isn;t it totally cool how you can say "i'm tumbling arnd...?" hahahah(: but seriously tumblr rullles(: like just go there when you feel a little down.... ITS LIKE THE AWESOMEST PLACE EVA YOU KNOW....


and to everyone out there. i'm sorry i havent really been like laughing as much or like bwahhaaing as much... i abit old larh recently not a lot energy... i think its partially my temper having really bad issues and i'm like falling sick really easily these days... like seriously i keep getting stomachaches in the morning and at night. i keep sneezing from arnd 4 onwards until i have blocknose...i keep getting migraines in the aft... i keep having some allergy arnd the eye.... someone has been telling to the doctor but i think i'm fine... but i dont think i'm fine.... I THINK ITS THE STUPID STRONG FLU VIRUS COMING.... i'm totaly screwed larh... and my temper is like wayy bad recently.. I GET PISSED OVER PPL THAT I SHOULDN'T BE PISSED ABT...
WHICH IS BAD): i;m sooo sorryy. its not like i really wanted to be pissed with you. i jsut suddenly boomz and you had to come talk to me and tt boomz moment. but yea... its mmy fault larh): sorry... sighh.... wat to do... WANT TALK TO ME(: COMEEE TALK TO MEEEE(: and see if you're lucky to catch me off temper... but as of now. i'm fine...


thank god there are people called FRIENDS(:
i love you alll(:


anw i saw this on the net recently...

I GUARENTEE YOUR HAVE THIS BEFORE!


Have you ever been angry or sad, to the point where you just break down at home, in your room? Your parents don’t know because you keep the tears to yourself, and you cry silently. Your friends don’t know because you talk as if you’re fine and dandy behind the computer screen. Well you’re not fine and dandy, and you know it. No one really knows how you feel, and they have their own lives to deal with, so you don’t bother telling them, you bottle it up, and store it with the other problems or troubles.


tt's just bad... but yes rite... even i do....
and to tt person out there... i know sometiems i tell you stuff that makes you feel paranoid and bad.... i will reallly try to sstop saying it okay...i will... you want me say... then tt's another story. but i really dotn want to make life hard for you... but seriously. if you need a person to talk to, i'll be your listening ear(: promise(:


till the nxt time....
adios(:



ashleigh(:

hung up on the wall. for the world to see(:
i think photos are so awesome(: like really.... i also duno what's wrong with me... too many things going through my mind... haha its not abt the guilty thing anymore. but still i cant help it but feel guilty larh... AI YARHHH SUDDENLY POOOF EVERYTHING THINK THINK THINK. seriusly. i think we humans need to like be brain dead at least once.... STOP THINKING FOR JUST A WHILE.... or is it just be thinking too much.... its not right...?


I AM FREAKING SERIOUS... WHY IS EVERYONE TURNING SO HOLY???
AND PPL PLS START TALKING IN MY STANDARAD OF LANGUAGE(:?


anw... I suddenly feel like posting photo. so post lorh... speaks my mind anww. i think i'll feel betterr. at least i hope so):



totally pls..... funny ppl have their ugly sides and truths too):

if not it would be called "life"
i said this before " how do you know whether your best friend is 2 facing you or not"

you-saidforever:  feelthewinduponyourface:  thediarists:  by: bisny © Unknown Source
if there;s not trust... this is what happens to a heart):
tts why you have these ppl(:

but then this is true too. like sometimes its better not to say things out right? like let things stay the way things are right(:

mm hmm): 202...

i think i'm going nuts for the past 2 hrs....



tts pretty much it):
i shall end now



adios


ashleigh


HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY(:
AHHAHA(: EVERYONE(: HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY(:

BYE

cos the spaces in between my fingers...
HELLO(: actually i'm kinda bored tt's why i'm doing this.... soooo... let's seee... someone's burping like mad next to me.... smeellss like peanuts according to herr.... then what else... ermmm OH IVP.... yea the poster finally done. QUITE AN AMZING LOOOONNG JOURNEY FOR A SMALL TINY COMBBBB..... who would have expected this to happen... and to gramps. can you pls stop making that sound....thanks(: ahhahaha(: okay. STOP(: yea kay(: erm....... erm erm erm erm there's this jollibean thing staring at meeee... howw..... asking me to eatt it.... k wait. lemme think. i wanted to say something....
IVP SO FUNNNN(: nope.... tts not it
OH YEA I RMB..... hahaha(: cos just now gramps and i were too bored.... so we decided to crap some facebook crap. AND AHHA(: RJ IF YOU EVA SEEE THIS.... I'M SORRRYYY. but its not entirely my fault(: now we're even cos of raffles tt time thing(: hmph(: in yrrrr face i guess(: hahaha(:
okayyyy...... mooooo moooooo mooooo
yawn yawn yawnnnnnn
sigh siggh sighhh
bye bye bye(:


AND YEAAA ITS PRETTY FUN TO LOOK AT THE PHOTOS OVER THERE(:



and to tiff. gramps. and tiff. eh wait. yea myself(:


WE FINNALY DID IT..

IVPPPPPPPPP IN YRRR FACE(:



yeaa babe
going nuts.
byeeeee(:


BYEEE(:
really byee(:


peace.
ashleigh(:




~are right where yours fit perfectly(: